how to embrace a swamp creature

The Arab woman vs. the Western woman

I was asked once, by someone who came to me to learn, if it was true that Palestinian women did not love their children but instead raised them to be suicide bombers in hopes of receiving government compensation. The asker was serious and in asking the question showed no sign of self-reproach; that it might be an indelicate question to ask a person of palestinian heritage, let alone an absurdly racist one, completely evaded her. We talked through a lot of things over the semester and, as a person raised to believe that all Arabs are essentially bloodthirsty barbarians, she had a few minor crises upon encountering her own ignorance. I don’t know how I was so patient with her, but she seemed so bizarrely receptive, and at some level I deeply pitied her.
Eventually, understanding anything proved to be too heavy a burden, so she rejected everything she had learned and immediately after graduating moved to Israel with the express purpose of joining the IDF. I imagine her current job is made easier by considering her enemies subhuman.
It shouldn’t be so easy to ignore truisms. No one, least of all a student at a feminist-identified women’s college, should have to be told that one can’t generalize the feelings of an entire culture of mothers towards their children. The default assumption should never be that people breed for vengeance and monetary profit. But these insane ideas are widely validated, not only by radical Zionists foaming at the mouth with racist propaganda but by a culture that continues insidiously to foster orientalist constructions of arab femininity. That the west continues to oppress entire nations of arab peoples and yet remains fixated on the fallacy of liberating arab women through imperialist white feminism only makes obvious how very close we’ve stayed to the tropes we’ve held dear since the fucking crusades. The story about IDF girl only illustrates how quickly this shit materializes, that it’s not a question of a few off-color comments or misplaced “intercultural curiosity” but a system of dangerous, misogynistic attitudes that exist to justify violence. I mean, it’s no news to anyone reading this, hopefully, but seeing the quote above got me thinking about my last failed attempt to convert a zionist and I just… ugh.

The Arab woman vs. the Western woman

I was asked once, by someone who came to me to learn, if it was true that Palestinian women did not love their children but instead raised them to be suicide bombers in hopes of receiving government compensation. The asker was serious and in asking the question showed no sign of self-reproach; that it might be an indelicate question to ask a person of palestinian heritage, let alone an absurdly racist one, completely evaded her. We talked through a lot of things over the semester and, as a person raised to believe that all Arabs are essentially bloodthirsty barbarians, she had a few minor crises upon encountering her own ignorance. I don’t know how I was so patient with her, but she seemed so bizarrely receptive, and at some level I deeply pitied her.

Eventually, understanding anything proved to be too heavy a burden, so she rejected everything she had learned and immediately after graduating moved to Israel with the express purpose of joining the IDF. I imagine her current job is made easier by considering her enemies subhuman.

It shouldn’t be so easy to ignore truisms. No one, least of all a student at a feminist-identified women’s college, should have to be told that one can’t generalize the feelings of an entire culture of mothers towards their children. The default assumption should never be that people breed for vengeance and monetary profit. But these insane ideas are widely validated, not only by radical Zionists foaming at the mouth with racist propaganda but by a culture that continues insidiously to foster orientalist constructions of arab femininity. That the west continues to oppress entire nations of arab peoples and yet remains fixated on the fallacy of liberating arab women through imperialist white feminism only makes obvious how very close we’ve stayed to the tropes we’ve held dear since the fucking crusades. The story about IDF girl only illustrates how quickly this shit materializes, that it’s not a question of a few off-color comments or misplaced “intercultural curiosity” but a system of dangerous, misogynistic attitudes that exist to justify violence. I mean, it’s no news to anyone reading this, hopefully, but seeing the quote above got me thinking about my last failed attempt to convert a zionist and I just… ugh.

(via alejandraaaa)

02/19/13

shutting down beyonce’s “run the world.” yes and yes and thank you.

08/10/11

pride and prejudice

Today I went to the Rue de Rosiers, center of the Jewish quarter in the Marais, to get a sandwich for lunch. It was the only place I could think of that would provide me with a pita full of vegetables on a Sunday, so I was willing to brave the mobs of people that cram themselves into the tiny medieval street seeking “authentic Israeli felafel” (don’t get me started) every weekend around lunchtime. That said, I had forgotten two key points: firstly, I was wearing a keffiyeh, and secondly, the Jewish Defense League recruits on Sundays. Walking back with my sandwich, I crossed paths with the JDL kids, who were tabling as usual, handing out fliers. Because the keffiyeh has made its way into mainstream fashion, they’ve started handing out these bullshit printouts about how wearing one means you support terrorism and “jew-hatred.” They stopped me (physically) and tried to hand me one, and the following dialogue ensued (in French):

JDL kids: Miss, stop! Do you know what that pretty little scarf of yours means? Do you know why you wear that scarf?

Ali: I wear it consciously, I wear the keffiyeh because I’m Palestinian and because I’m proud.

JDL kid: Oh, you’re Palestinian? Do you know what that makes you? It makes you a whore. It makes you a filthy, fat whore. You’re a filthy Palestinian whore.

This continued, complete with the jeering of the others. There were probably about 8 or 10 of them, adolescent/young adult boys, lined up and jeering at me. I wanted to say something in retaliation, at least make a smart alecky remark about what their mothers would think if they heard them talking like this, but I got scared. It was in broad daylight on a crowded street, nothing would have happened - though notably, they were yelling at me and nobody so much as turned a head - but there were a lot of them, all bigger than I am, and instinctively I felt scared. So I crumpled the flier, threw it on the ground and walked away without saying anything else. I still can’t decide if that was wise or cowardly.

For an incident that lasted no more than a clocked minute, it was surreal and supremely degrading. As a woman being called a filthy whore by a cadre of cocky teenagers I want to say that I felt furious, incredulous, empowered to kick ass, but the truth of the matter is that I felt sick. I kept my calm and I looked those bastards in the eye when I told them I was proud because I meant it but as soon as they started to call me names I lost my nerve and left.

We could call this a case of some asshole kids raised in ignorance and nourished by a popular culture that encourages degrading female sexuality. That wouldn’t be wrong, but it wouldn’t be specific enough. What really makes my stomach lurch about this situation is the fact that these kids aren’t just some random punks - they’re the carefully-crafted products of an intense propaganda machine. None of those boys were born hating Palestinians, but all of them have been indoctrinated into a culture that requires dehumanizing them to thrive. You can’t have a one-race state without racism, and you can’t subjugate an entire population without believing that you are above it. The JDL uses scare tactics - most offensively, the history of the Shoah - to frighten Jews into paranoid “vigilance,” presenting itself as a militaristic organization that fights terrorism and racism… with terrorism and racism, in the ever-convenient guise of “defense.” The role of youth in all of this is the saddest to me. The state of Israel has long tried to link Jewish identity inextricably with radical Zionism, and its efforts to raise Jewish youth in that mindset have been astronomical. Between birthright trips and youth outreach from organizations like the JDL, there is nothing coincidental about the notions Jewish kids wind up with about Palestinians. This is all explicitly constructed to justify the goals of the state of Israel - it couldn’t be more transparent, and it smarts of former fascist youth movements.

I am disgusted by the experience I had today, admittedly less than articulate about it, and generally disheartened by the Sisyphean battle that is supporting the Palestinian cause. Mais je suis toujours fière, salauds.

03/27/11

thanks, kate

hellenicheatwave:

“We call someone a ‘pussy’ for being weak, even though the vagina contains incredibly strong muscles capable of pushing out human beings that weigh over three kilograms. When someone does something brave, we say they have ‘balls’, even though the testicles don’t seem to do much except hang around, produce sperm and get squeezed out the side of briefs as a gross party trick.”

03/1/11